Saturday, January 3, 2009

When gods brain hangs. . .

That day was Friday morning. I wake up in the two room cottage located in the valley of sahyadri mountains. I had a look throughout the nature standing beside my cottage, and then. . .and then i started walking. I was not decided where to go. Just was walking n walking with a questioned eyes. I was not connected to my legs, brain, eyes. I was going deep into greenery hills. Sky was sitting on the every corner of mountain. Colored birds were spreading there colorful existence in the nature. Birds were talking with tree routes, feeling warm air, sparkling eyes looking here n there by moving their small neck. As soon as I go deep, I started feeling dark even in the day light. But who cares. . . I was really out of control to think this all. It was like, somebody driving me.
While walking through greenery trees n atmosphere they were pointing me to some spot and my leg was trying to follow those spot and to reach the destination. Every time I was reaching where my legs stops and question was coming in my mind, “why I am here?” This game happened with me many times but still I was trying to find destination. Finally I got into the place where no further direction was visible. I saw right n left; front n top there was a fool stop. I saw topside; there was too much rich wall. I saw only one sun beam coming from that wall corner. That beam was focusing a high-class polished blackened stone. I came close to that stone. It was not just a stone; it was a very awesome, natural mandir. I saw bhagwan ram, hanuman, shankar in that very small 3ft mandir. They were all noticing their fingures to different different directions.
I was then actually got extreme shock and suddenly realized my existence in that area. It was a real feel like heaven. But then after some time I questioned that, ‘‘what next?”. And exactly that was the same situation and same statue position I got like all bhagwans was having. Then I realized that there has happened something hang with me. I touched those mandir murtys and suddenly I returned back to my cottage and that was 8pm in the evening.
I had thought then after in my mind till next 2-3 hours. I was trying to come to conclusion that why that was happened with me. What must be the message for me behind this incidence? I am still not able to conclude and just thinking that sometimes god also tends to hang his brain. And at the instance his brain got hanged my existence got questioned! So I think it was a message for me and you all, that “we all are depending on gods brain, we may get stop if god will stop thinking.” - Vishal